Yesterday, I got a very complicated day. It'd been a mixture of many fragrant and stones around a lily. That was a very warm and bright tropical day actually and I give thanks to The Almighty Creator for the wonderful creation that makes me always amazed until now.
The morning starts with a sweet bow before the great icon of Jesus the Most High Priest and I stepped out from the dorm after everything was ready for today. There was no class, I went to the library and also to prepare for the roadshow although it was cancelled.
After being in the library, I was working there in the periodical in 2nd floor and I decided to go to Bank, did some clarification.
As I went back, I continued to work again in the second time to work in the periodical and then went home at 20:00 pm.
Is there something special? Yes, ofcourse, because this story is in the superficial appearance and thus this' just ordinary and universal. But what happened in mind and heart, words and many other sides was not just so and so.
I was very disturbed by the fleshly passion and worldly lusts yesteday. This is really a struggle, to enlive the faith and love in every single breath, words and step..... Lord I depend totally unto Thee. Have mercy on me O Lord and forgive my failures, obstinacy, and pride. I must not distructed by this world, neither to be conformed and friend of this world, so that my heart to be always near Thee and Thy will be done!
Lord have mercy!
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