He guides

Now I have been few years after college. The thought of getting settled and preparing for marriage inevitably slip through. I remember one homily of Fr. Daniel Byantoro one of my friend's wedding day. Three secrets in life which normal people could not foresee: where and when we shall be born, to whom we will get married and the time of our death. So, I just remain calm and let God's hands leads me and gives His servant signs as He deigns.

Looking back to my life in the past, so many miraculous things happened. The Lord with His strong and faithful hands never desserts me. Many things happened, but all that I can do is to praise Him for vouchsafing me through it all. Those moments of doubts and reassured, of pain and joy give me lesson that He guides mankind from the very first day of his life. He, The Lord uses all that is possible to pour out His love to us. But that doesn't mean we could remain idle. He gives us the will and the strength to respond to Him. We can only respond to His love if we are alive spiritually. And to live we need to partake into the live of Holy Trinity through the grace of Holy Spirit.

And even until this point, He guides. He is The good shepherd who leads us through still water and in the right path. He is The Way, The Truth and The Life. And that's in the most real way. What we do for living, where we live, where we go and so many 'mundane' things. Let all those be fit what it is meant for: to lead us to God. Even the slightest smile of stranger, the angry child on the street, the laughter of random mindless teen, may those all serve one purpose: to remind us of God and His vast mercy to us as his own.

Now I am resolved, guide me Lord as You will. Let me rejoice in You and You alone. :)

Lord, by Your amazing love, heal my crippled legs to stand up and walk according to path of Your Holiness. Touch my withered hands that I might stretch them for the acts of mercy. Grant me sight to see Your brothers and sisters around us so that we might serve them for Your sake. Forgive me Lord, for making exuses against Your guidance. I am Yours, save me.