Today, I got the new and again new lesson from this pilgrimage of life. In the early morning when I was reading and being amazed by the story of the saints, the friends of mine said something that disturbed me. He said that I must be careful, because I will be led astray by that. I didn't understand that and I know that he, as well didn't know what he is saying. So I claimed that he made mistakes but I wiped his 'debt'.
so, along the way to work I contemplated at his words and I just didn't get it. So, I contemplated, as the rflection to the suffering of Lord Jesus Christ to the Cross. How every body mistreat him both physically, mentally, emotionally and shortly I said, totally. But how great it is to consider that He could endure that's all because of His Love, Trust and Obedient to the Father. I was really amazed by these things which I contemplate. Based on that reflection, I bowed down before the Christ and with contrite heart I ask for his Mercy that he would grant me a heart to learn humility and obedience.
In the class in where I teach, It is a surprising experience that came to our (me and my collage Stefany) teaching. The students seemed to be misbehaved and I just could not make it sense. That was unacceptable for me. I didn't really understand what was going on! One of the students, Shawn had his nose bleeding and another one Peter, his hand was trapped in the hole of chair! He shouted and cried out. Fortunately, there was one of my mentors passed by and gave us help with the situation.
Oh...... What an experience today! Lord, grant me a teachable heart! Lord have mercy! And yes, trough this moment, I realized that it has been many times when I spoke to others as if I spoke to my own will. I forgot that my assumption might not be the same with others. Shortly, I didn't really hear what others' speech. I did neither express nor tell my heart and my intention clearly to others whereas they actually, somehow didn't. Sometimes I forced my expectation to others when they don't really understand it. It's not fair sometimes. Lord have mercy.
Now, Lord let your servant ontinue to learn and experience Thou deeper and deeper and may attain Thy unapproachable Glory trough Thy Son, Jesus Christ! Amen!
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