Reflections on Mr. Dylmoon's Linear Algebra Class (2)

I felt so enthusiastic today. I found also something new in my mind and this experience was just cool. I sat in the front and I could see that this can increase my engagement in the class for about ehm, just say about 30-36%. So awesome, this day I follow every single word spoken by Mr. Dylmoon, and the result is that the lesson made me sense.

Hm, and then for the lesson, today we're learning about the concept of Vector space (V). in cluding ten axioms or properties of this vector space, they are:
Slide 2

n

1. u+v in V

n2. u+v = v+u

n3. (u+v)+w = u+(v+w)

n4. there is a zero vector 0 in V such that u+0=u

n5. For each u, there is a vector –u in V such that u+(-u)=0

n6. the scalar multiple cu is in V

n7. c(u+v) = cu+cv

n8. (c+d)u = cu+du

n9. c(du) = (cd)u

n10. 1u = u

and also some Vector Subspaces with their properties and definition.
It has been so good to pay a really careful attention to the teacher so that I will learn maximally. I also pray for my friends may they also can learn well and can be such wonderful teachers in the future.

It's been awesome, Lord!

My days of heartbeat 4

LIPPO VILLAGE, NOVEMBER 27 2008






Ehm.... Today is a very wonderful day, just awesome. I studied so long in the library while listening to the Serbian music. That was so fantastic and I just like absorbed to the aura of cheers, mystical and joy. It has been so wonderful also to learn about Romanian history and may be I want to learn more about Eastern Europe history whenever I have enough time. Fantastic!


I worked my Linear Algebra homework and eventually I have already finished! Glory to God. This week is also so wonderful week. A time of deepening faith, less stress and full of harmony. But I also learned this week from many resources and reading wheter it is about history, about my faith, read Close to Home blog, myocn.net, national geographic and many other precious knowledge which has been strengthening my faith and character. I learned, especially form my faithful brother and sister in the Orthodox community, my spiritual father and also my friends, and many other peoplle around me--one thing, that is not to focus on my own will or desire, but always God be the focus of my life.






Sometimes I also should confess that I am so selfish and think about myself too much. I also am at risk of social alienation, but Lord, have mercy.... I always whisper that in my mind riminding me how unworthy I am and the need for me to repent each day, each time.


I also want to lean more to understand the heart of my neigbors which God has placed around me and I am be around them. Although I don't understand perfectly or completely but... Lord have mercy, I should not try that in my own strength. I surrender to you O Lord.


I am waiting for the time to celebrate the prayer together again next week in Cimone, I really wait for that. And after that I am longing to see my father in Lampung and want to celebrate my coming Christmas with him and his family. Oh... what a wonderful day. I wish I could help Herbetd, more communicative with Edberg, getting more friendly with Jeko, Robert and Mas Mudi and also have appreciation to Mas Putro, Wangsit and Mike and may God always bless those my dorm-mate!


I would go for Suab now and it's just wonderful day, Lord!

Reflections on Mr. Karsten's Chemistry Class (2)

Lippo Village, November 26 2008


Hey, today he is still very funny. I felt very enthusiastic in the class of this German teacher to study more and more about chemistry. One thing that he always did in the beginning of the class is asking: "Mau belajar apa kita sekarang?" [What we are going to learn this time?]. Many students answered him in a kidding way and finally Ricky, my friends shout "Chemistry!" and he said with smile "Benar.....". Well so now we continued the lesson about Acids and bases.

I remember about Bronsted (Denmark) -Lawry (England) theory of acid and bases are:
acid: proton donor
bases: proton acceptor,
while in the Lewis theory, the acid is an electron acceptor and base is electron provider.
He also expained clearly about the concept of Auto ionization of water:
H2O<>H3O+ and OH-

Strong acids are the acids that give up all their free electron to form the compound. For examples: HCl, H2SO4, they can disassociate perfectly in the water.

Extent of disassociation
Ka= [H3O+][A-]/[HA][H2O]. Because the extent of [H2O] is too small, then the equation will become:
Ka= [H3O+][A-]/[HA]

and for the scale of Ka, pKa=-log Ka.

And then for the Reaction rate, the speed of amount change over time in a chemical reaction.
Fast reactions for example oxidation in fruits, fireworks, explosion '
Slow reaction for examples, corrosion, and decomposition

The chemical changes in reactions that we can observe are: the color, the volume, and the conductivity.
So, the Reaction Rate R=[A]/t
and for instantaneous Rate limit of dA/dt.

Reflection on Psychology Class with Mrs. Yvette (3)

Today I learned so many things from my beloved friends' presentations. Thanks before for all my friends who did their presentations today: Bela, David, Frans, and Marlene about the Misbehavior, Ruth, Saras, Juned and Bernard for their explanations about Classroom routine, and for Rica, Lisa, Mela, Sandro who discussed about Infractions.

the first one is about the routines,
Definition: a repetitious actions which be done in the classroom during the days of school.
Routines can prevent chaos, confusion, and promote the disciplines among the students and the relationship of students and the teacher.
Here are some tips that they gave us to deal with the classroom routines:
-consider your grade
-make a guideline about the instructions'
-invite the students to set the procedures
-the rules and procedures should be reasonable
-clear rules
-have a copy of that and do rehearsal
-be consistent
- model the routines

When the rule becomes a routine, than the rule may works effectively
for example:
desk arrangement, devices for routine, and essential agreement

Positive and negative of the classroom routine:
+:
-discipline
-conducive
-no reason to break the routine
__:
-hard to start
-may not be easy for the primary students
-and may make some of the students uncomfortable

Thanks once again for Ruth, Saras, Juned and Bernard!!! Bravo

Then for Misbehavior Infractions from wonderful friends, Rica, Lisa, Mela, Sandro

Current approaches to deal with kinds of behaviors:
+praising the desired behaviors
+ignoring inappropriate behavior
+desist:
-Clarity and tones -clear communication -withitness -effective instructions

The differences between
Punishments and Consequences
P | not related with the misbehavior |C|related
P| aversive |C|commensurate
P| have no choice |C|have choice
P|made or agreed by the teacher only |C|agreed by all class members

Guidelines for interventions:
(in my previous postings)
Promote good relationship by good communications
and also with parents as soon as possible to tackle to problem
ask help from mentors or experts
find a good mentors

And then the next group about Misbehavior:
There are three major factors suggested affect on behaviors:
SES (Socio Economic Status), Violence, and Negligence

Thanks for Bela, David, Frans, and Marlene

This Precious Moment:TC Assembly November 24 2008

Monday, November 24

Today, Lord touched my heart in the assembly with my friends. My tears dropped from my eyes when I deeply sing "You're all I want.... You're all I ever needed.... You're I want, help me to know You're near...." I don't know what was my feeling but what I know was that my heart felt so embraced with the exact word I said. That's just amazing moment.
Asty, Alin and Yovi shared their practicum experience in Daan Mogot, Cikarang and Lampung to us and their story also awake me from the calling that he has given to me.
Mrs. Connie preached to us a very nice experience of the graduate student who told her problem to her. It's just encouraging me. She also encouraged us to reflect on what is the real meaning of Christmas for me. It's just make me keep reflecting on what she shared today.

One statement that really stick in my thought is that: "You want it or not, or you aware or not times is going on and on and never come back again. So, consider how you spend your time." Oh, that was so true. So I just think in my heart how precious is the time that God has entrusted for me to live --and to repent each day.

Amazing moment, Lord!

My days of heartbeat 3

week 2 of November 2008

Hm, a really hard week! many things to be done. Wake up, wake up Yudi! I need to check all my assignment so that I will not late to do all those precious tasks. But, I felt so tired, oops btw I have just realized that this is one of my 'emotional code' inside my mind: I have said the word tired so much and anyway I start wandering why does it become a very important code in my mind?


May be that's it, not only me but also many of my friends feel the same feeling, a bit *tired*, oops again! heheh. But actually nothing is bad about tired (if only we're tired because of work), because by that we'll know the meaning rest and peace.


Rejoicefully, this week I can do the sport with my friends: Aras, Zeus and .... (I forgot!), that's good, I think and I want to do the sport again this week with my friends.

About SUAB or Dutasia crew: ehm, Ricky I wish you get well from your boredom and be enthusiastic again and for Wida, happy birthday, sis and do the best for our beloved dutasia. And good for Dwi, Danang, Candy (or Sandy), Dewi, Childa and Sharon. May god bless you!

And last night I felt so good because really that is I desir, to trust my Lord in everything of my life. and also twas great experience to be in one communion with the faithful brother and sister P Yafet, Ci Lily, Pak Didi, Cici, Pak Andy, Yafet's child and all people in orthodox comunity. I will pray always for you, my beloved.


And about my dorm..... Ehm, Edberg happy Birthday ya, although bit late, I still hope that we can strengthen our good friendship thanks for supervise us! Robert, although you're over (n. lebay; berle) but you're so funny and I really enjoy to be with you. Keep your smile and cheers. Herbetd, awesome friend: I will try to contact you sometimes and sorry for not having enough time to help you study this time. Wangsit: will we join yoga to make our body flexible.... LOL. Good for you sleepy boy! Mas Mudi, nice to share opinion about many things with you. Dun tease me with my kamboskini, Ok!!! Mike, good pictures! Those are the pics of the week, but btw that's like a pre-wedding photos, haha. Jecko: hey you're a good guitar player, amazing good for ur magazine. Mas Putro, sorry for playing your violin without permision and I really thank you for wonderful Taize music you played in the mornings this week and also for violin :P!





Great week, Lord.

SOulSpeech:Unlimited desires

Sunday, November 23rd in Lippo village

When I lay myself in my bed yesterday in the noon, I was thinking about something interesting. As I move forward and breathed deeply, I was realized that now I have been 20 years long way in traveling around my life. It's been long!
I found that, it is true when somebody said that the world and an earth is too large for a single man, yet to fulfill a man's desires, may be this world would never enough.
So often I caught myself into 'pinnochio's candy trap'. So many passions, so many desires and wants. I was drown in my own imagination, fantacy and self-satisfactionism. And then I began to loose my self in a very misserable way.

I want a good cloth, good career, wonderful days, briliant grades, satisfying meals, warm friends, genius manner, healthy body, fantastic relationship, comfortable environment. I want this and I want that, so much things. I thougt that If I can reach or get those all I will be so happy and being perfect but is that the fact?

Anyway that seems to be, but not necessarily. Even I was being the 'slave' and also the captives of my own deceitful desires. My true happiness is not in those kinds, my full desires can only be met in My Lord who has been given the power of all in the heaven and earth.

Lord, have mercy. Give me wisdom to aware of the traps around me by humble myself to your will and not to my desires. Amen

SOul Speech: Never Force

I was really impressed whenever this thing come out to my mind. How wonderful the Love of my God is. He is so mighty and powerful and absolutely, he can do many things in my life. As St. Sebastian said: "God made you without you consider about it. Yet, It is trully amazing that although he can do all things in his Majestic power, except to compel or force me to love him! He wants my love is love from a voluntary heart, grateful and thankful. It's really awesome!

Lord, have mercy because manytimes I didn't realize your strong yet awesome grace, that you never force me to love you. But, Thou O Lord, Love me, unworthy one unceasingly and until I love you....

Lord Jesus Christ, the Son of God, have mercy on me a sinner

Reflections on Mr. Dylmoon's Linear Algebra Class

Lippo Village, November 21 2008

Oh.... Finally, this is weekend! Yeah I am so glad for passing such a though week after practicum. I start exploding haha. I need rest and a little refreshing moment. Anyway but that's not for last night. I fel very stess and burdened because I got so many homeworks and also going to Exam!! I just played and enjoy the violin to supress the stress. Even though Herbetd, Edberg, Robert and Jeko (my room mates) teased me and suggested me to finish my concert, I'd not pay attention to them :P, I enjoyed my self.

Tis just remind me to the concept of self efficacy, maybe because I felt that the assignment given is a bit hard so my natural being wanna to flee or escape. Therefore it is also connected to the concept about escapism in my article under title of "Substitute".

OK, now depart from psycho talk and then to my reflection on today's class. It've been awesome by the way, because I felt really life in the classrom. The explanation about determinant, adjoint and inverse of matrices made me sense.

And I remembered one thing about the determinant can be solved with several ways; general way, Row operation, etc.

Or by using cofactor relation which I can get from (-1)^i+j [ad-bc]. The adjoint is [(Cofactors)]t.

And then A-1 is 1/det A [Adjoint].

After the lecture, I attended the exam. I was very enthusiastic to be one table with Mella, Ko Ko Petrias, Saras, n friends. And that's not as hard as I tought before, hm and thank you for Mr. Dylmoon!

OK, Bravo Mathematics......

I always love math stuffs

I Love to work with SLH Officers

Lippo Village, November 20 2008

Good and nice experiences I get when I am working in SLH (Sekolah Lentera Harapan) office. I just smile and give thanks to the Lord for the oportunity he has given for me to get involved in this ministry. I can see how great is the hope for schooling among the unfortunate children in the remote area in Indonesia, especially SLH students from Lampung, Nias, Jakarta and some of Java regions.

I use to read their wish, dreams and the story of their lives and that just make me realize that I must have been grateful to the Lord for my condition right now and it invite me to pray for those pupils. Although sometimes I don't really kow about what I should do there in the office but I am so excited by that kind of social work. That really encourage me to do something by God's grace to others.

I thank to K Joy, K Raisha, K Sri, Pak Lucky, and the others for such a good collaboration with me to do job to glorify God!

Best wishes for SLH!

Reflection on Psychology Class with Mrs. Yvette (2)

Now I am learning about behaviour intervention in the classrom, and for this section I will focus on Cognitive interventions, which emphasize on students understanding of rules and instructions. There are three kinds of infractions suggested by Eggen and Kauchack in their book.
1. Verbal-non verbal congruence, means that effectively express the instruction or expectations not only by using words but also supported with approriate body language. The important acts may including proximity, eye contact, body orientation, facial expression, gestures, and vocal variations.
2. I Message, characterized by:
- promote students understanding by using 'I' perspective
-non accusatory, instead support good relationship
-address the sudents behaviour and not their character or personality weakness.
3. Logical consequences,
-conceptually related to the students actions so that the students may see the link between the misbehaviours and consequeces. They learn cause and effect.

When and how to use punishments properly?
-use it as infrequently as possible
-immediately and directly to the behaviour
-to the severe case
-explain and model it to the students

SOulSpeech: More or less

I found something really interesting thing during this week. And this is about my soul and still related to the previous topic about emotional coding and substitute. One thing I found that is so significant is the son of 'ideal image vs real image'. Many times I desire something large, huge and enormous and based on that desire I am starting to glance at my neighbors have. This is the origin of comparative.
Yeah, so I start compare myself with my friends or other people around me. Inside, I am really keen to be bigger, smarter, more valuable than another student or whoever. The sense of specialty and uniqueness spread out in a very dangerous way. I start to defense my self and strive to be better, bigger and greater. I start fear whenever I find my self fool or bellow other persons. That including my possession, goods, skills, achievement or anything.
I am just wandering why? That is the sign of feeling unsafe. I am not secured with my own real self now. The mental or emotional code inside my mind being sent is that I need to recognized, why? Because I didn't get enough, so I am searching. Why the self is fear? Because of the doubtfulness and worry.
I begin my ideal image based on what I have and what other people said to me. And that really endanger my dignity.yes, I am not sure with my dignity. Therefore I started to defense my self from those kind of feeling by using what I believe can escape me from those lacking. SO I start to find anything to make the self felt valued and precious. The more preferable way than others in many cases are to build the self-value above others. On this point the manipulation begin to work.
So often the manipulative mode manifested in such behaviors as showing good things to other, demonstrate skills overly and many other things to build an image that I am ideal. But however that is so manipulative. I am fear about more or less, that's the core. I face the dilemma of being smaller or greater. I hate to be less and tend to be more, may be because I experienced very things that made me hurt when I was less.
It's so important to retain the mental or emotional code in my mind that being less doesn't always mean I loose my dignity or uniqueness. Never deal with 'more vs less' in such away in the context of comparative based on fear or unsecured feeling, but see it in the term of love and uniqueness.

Reflection on Mr. Bimo's Physics Class

We're still discussing about Electricity and magnetism. Honestly, when I learn about this, I just remember about Tesla, a very genius guy from Serbia. Hm today we discuss about Juned's question about to intersecting wires.
Should one wires, especially the one that is horizontal or second wire affect to the first one? After discussing for an amount of time, the answer is no. Why? because the angle factor of the sistem. Because,
F=BIlsin0, so the effect is zero. That's good idea.
Finished with those explanations about Magnetism, we continued to the Light properties. We started with the simplest one, about reflection of light and then moved forward to the refraction mode.
It's nice because I can recall the information about this from my Middle Years. Some of them are about the mirror. Concave one and the convex one. I'll also remember that for concave, the size of image will be larger, virtual and upside down. (if I am not wrong :P).
And then, the equation for mirrors is:
1/d0+1/di = i/f
and for magnification, M= [di/d0]. That's what I remember from lesson today :)

God is good!

Reflections on Mr. Karsten's Chemistry Class

Oh, woderful chemistry.... yesterday I was learning about compoun structure. As far as I remember there are octahedral, trigonal and etc. That's really fun anyway. But I felt a little bit tired and sleepy :(. I slept a little bit late so woke later.

After that We learned much about Acids and Bases Solution, how to measure the concentration, pH. Mr. Karsten explained to us very clearly and long enough with a very brief break. It's OK. So much fun and laugh with my beloved friends, especially with Gloria, Ricky and aldo. God, please bless us so that we can understand those matter of chemistry.

ANd btw, Mr Karsten sometimes is so funny or what in Bahasa we called Jayus with his 'dry' jokes including his nationality, German. However I really appreciate to what he taught us about acid and bases solution.

What I remember is that Acid is a solutions contains H+ and Bases contain OH-, yet it is developed from H3O+ and OH-. So any liquid can react with bases are called acids.

He also shared the result of our test. For me personally, this is a really good first exam although the questions are very tricky, but I really learned for the next exam. I hope I can be maximum in Chemistry this semester. I'll also pray for my friends.

Reflection on Psychology Class with Mrs. Yvette

I will present about the difraction or intervention in my wonderful classroom. Now, as a ground and comparasion to what I have heard today, I would like to write down what do I learn about this matter to this time.

Guideline to do interventions:

1. Demonstrate or show the 'whititness'. It is a new term, anyway which can be rephrased as "really pay attention to what are the student doing', so we know where and what are the the students doing right now.

2. Perserve student dignity, which means focus on the behaviour solving first with all respect to the students for example by tapping, touching move nearer or wisphering.

3. Be consistent. I heard this a numbers of time when I was in my first practicum last week. Thanks lord that I learned that. True, I need to be so consistent to what I am saying and doing, especially in the front of my students to give them clear and sufficeient image. However, the reality not really will be 100%, but try to reach its maximum'

4. Follow though. In my own words are: Say the instruction clearly and mean it. I have one really good experience about it. I said to my students in the class that they would do their exercise in 25 minutes, yet I seemed to be not really mean it. That is what we call not following trough, so follow through means say and mean it!

5. Keep interventions brief. Ofcourse, I wont waste the half of my precious time with students only for minor things.

6. Avoid arguments. It is very good we think, if we can proof that we are faultless. But the question is is that necessary or even helpful? I dont think so. It'd better if I use a guiding questions or statements not to judge but to build the students for instance by reminding them about the rules or essential agreement.

SOulSpeech on Subtitute

Sometimes, escapism is really interested me. I had to face many circumtances that force me to be so overwhelming, frustated or shame. It is much sugar I think if I would just fly and to be beyond the sky, or even in paradise. That's really an ideal thing, right?
But, It's just crazy anyway, and I just became so "as-if-ish". because I just want to flee from such situation that really threat my comfort zones. I must flee now, yes right now or In my favor I say, Ah... that's enough I don't neccesarily deal with this kind. God never ask me to be overtrust nor believe in him in very radical way.
It's time to move from here now, because it is no more useful to me or make me happy, there's no more pleasure I can seek and find. It's just fine if I just use avoidance approach!
In many unexpected and overwhelming event especially if it became so exerting and hurting me. The golden way I would to choose is to run away. "I am not ready" or 'I better look for another self'. The conflict between real image and ideal image became so obvious.
I don't have any laptop with me or I don't have anything better than someone else. I am affraid or at least I am ashame for my lackness, so if my friends ask or invite me to do anything riveting with those things, I would prefer to stay away. I need to rescue my self fom hurt, shame or embarrasment.
It is more favorable to me to hide behind the screen, work by my self, watch interesting videoand manything in the withdrawal sceleton toward other. I'll keep my self steril from such painful and unavoidable yet subtituteable with other thing which more pleasureable.

But I forgot one thing, that is I don't need subtitute except Jesus! Just as Jesus never used subtitute for his sacrifacial act, instead He surrender and drown himself to the obedience and love to the father. He chose to be faithful to the Father even in the hardest time of his pilgrim.
God has trusted me with bearable yoke, even it is a light yoke to make me still in his arm, so I will trust him in the time when subtitutes seemed to be more satisfatory.

With in the Soul,

Yudi

This Precious Moment (20th birthday)

Well, Thank you Lord, for yesterday was my 20th birthday. Ehm, what do I feel now? Firstly I am so grateful and rejoice for His wonderful opportunity which is given to me so that I am growing in his mercy. I also really thankful that I am being in my Lord's presence. What a wonderful God I know....
But one thing I should remember is that I am now not a kid anymore, I will bring and show more responsibility. But I believe that I will not do that by myself or alone! Never and ever, instead God will walk by my side to guide and protect me, teach me how to life, teach me how to love.
One thing I learn much from this birthday is I find a kind of depeer joy and peace than what I find merely in the pleasures. That is, the pleasure when I see light shines in the eyes of my beloved friends! It's just awesome. And no wonder why did Jesus say that no greater love is than love of those who give their lives for the sake of their friends.
I also learn much that I should differentiate ideal image and real image of self, to control the self which means set the bondaries of choice and not to be controled by many kinds of problem.
But, I hold that I can't do even one sigle thing without God soverign my life and by the strength from Him. Thanks Lord for your trust to me to live this life. I realize who I am in the front of your magnificient throne, your Majestic power and the beauty of your will. Keep me O Lord, for I trust in you. I surrender my body, spirit and soul to you! I am Thy own man. Lord, Have mercy
!

Farewell to all my beloved students,

Sometimes we hope the eternity to come if there're so many nice things happen in our lives, because it is so usual that if there is a meeting than some day we will say good bye. I don't really understand what is happening to me. I just feel something loose from my heart. Even though It's still short time I meet you guys but your smiles, laughs, kiddings have made their traces in my mind and in my heart.... It's so wonderful, yet sad feeling. I start learning now that what made a teacher really grateful is to see a light shines in the students' eyes. So am I, what made me really rejoice in my heart is to see you really enthusiastic in learning and when you really look to my eyes and see the vision and spirit within me when I was in the front of you to get you travel your jurney!

I can't also imagine how will you be in the future. You will be great men and women, I believe that. Will I see you at that time? I just hope that God always sees you and trust in him......

So, for grade 10.1 and 2 (in Miss Alison's class) students, good bye! Don't forget to get prepared with your groups and assessment!
And for Grade 10(In Miss Stela's class) students, dun worry about the trigonometry test! You can do that guys...

So, I would thanks for the Great experience you have given to me, guys...... and also for:

Miss Alison Miss Stela
Abhi
Agung
Fletcher
Rully
Sakura
jeff
Jonathan
Michelle
Andrew
Alvin
Laura
Vincent
Ghinna
Hadrian
Irene
Jan Generson
Patrick R
Putri A
Frida
Jordy
Hezkiel
Kezia
Fabio
Theo
Stephanie
Albert
Joshepine
Ebyl
Ryan
Devi
Rani
Tio
William
William
Chikara
Paulin
Woody
Jong Y.
Abel
Pris
Ju Ewn
Adi
Tae Hee :P

and your friends all...... [I hope no one missing :)]
Thank you!!
The Lord Blesses you all.



Yudi

Arcticles for Class Discussion Grade 10.1 & 10.2

Welcome 10.1 and 10.2 class members,

These are some helpful articles for your discussion. These files are for those groups that don't bring the articles. To download just right click and Save target as!

This is for hinduism:

http://yudikris.webexone.com/docs.dav/Public%20Documents/hindu%20family.doc?id=101502&ord=233845&name=hindu%20family.doc

and this is for Islam section:
http://yudikris.webexone.com/docs.dav/Public%20Documents/Islam%20Family%20in%20their%20Ramadan%20eve.doc?id=101503&ord=234234&name=Islam%20Family%20in%20their%20Ramadan%20eve.doc

Christianity:
http://yudikris.webexone.com/docs.dav/Public%20Documents/INDONESIAN%20CHRISTMAS%20IN%20PERTH.doc?id=101504&ord=234506&name=INDONESIAN%20CHRISTMAS%20IN%20PERTH.doc

and Indonesian Judaism:
http://yudikris.webexone.com/docs.dav/Public%20Documents/Jewish%20family%20in%20Sulawesi%20Corner.doc?id=101505&ord=234725&name=Jewish%20family%20in%20Sulawesi%20Corner.doc

Good Luck
God Bless you

And for you who want a softcopy of today's (yesterday's for 10.2) lesson, you may download here:
http://yudikris.webexone.com/docs.dav/Public%20Documents/Religions%20in%20Indonesia.ppt?id=101558&ord=220407&name=Religions%20in%20Indonesia.ppt

Then, I also have prepared your assessment rubrics for this Unit, check it out!
http://yudikris.webexone.com/docs.dav/Public%20Documents/rubric.doc?id=101559&ord=221327&name=rubric.doc

Best Wishes,
Yudi

My days of heartbeat 2

Lord, have mercy! But I am so glad that tomorrow is weekend! so may be tomorrow I can do my lesson plans and finish the job need to be done.

Bela wanted to hang out to the shopping center, will I join her? I am doubt about it but may be if it is necessary for me to buy some tools then I will go with them. Today I felt a little bit overwhelmed but it is OK!
I studied some new knowledge about Western History after the fall of Roman empire. Wow that's very amazing finding that I am just realized about it because I used to learn about Byzantine history to learn about Orthodoxy. Now it is make sense to me why the schism between east and west possible. I also read from Dwi's resources about medieval history and its circumstances around it, with the black death event (bubonic plague)! And of course the famous event of renaissance and continued until the new era, the invention of America.
After studied a lot of things, I went to Dwi's Mentor's room. There I found a very nice class setting and what made me more interested about that sparkling classroom is because it is a Geography room! Yehey.... I could see maps and other Geographic kits. Aha awesome. I took some Nat Geo book about China and discover many interesting about this giant country. Eventualy I found that 91% of Chinese population are Hans and the rest are 50+ different etnics. And I also discover facts about French Polynesia and its unique customs.
Ughhh... enough. What is important thing is that I love Geography very much and that just like make my lightbulb gloming! Hohoho.
And good for today and thank God that i have finished the rubrics and did some 5 lesson plans!
Still hope the best for criticus Arbie and his junior students. Bela, I am sorry if I have been a little srange today, yes I am a little bit stress and overwhelmed today :P. Ory(panggilsaiaori.blogspot.com), Good time for sharing and your opinion that I am thinner. Dwi (poenjagw.blogspot.com), your subject are very interested me and keep me thinking :). Johnson, you have inspired me to take care about my job. and the rest i love to be with you, guys! Have a nice weekend!!

Now, I leave this for you!

Yudi

SOulSpeech (part 2)

Sometimes those friends: fear, worry, anger and drought persuade me to rely on them. They really love me until they want to keep me in their dimension. It is sometimes so scary and make me so hysteric. So, one thing I can learn from those left sided friend is that I can hug or even kiss them; talk and sit and touch them but never attach to them because it is very dangerous! Prepare and train the detachments from those negative feeling. However don't forget not to reject or expel them, it is a lie.

They occupied my 'emotions embryo' inside my mind because I allow it to be so. And then by the reduplication it can be stored as the embryo of our code of emotions. This emotion codes then can be automatically recall in the particular events or chances. However by my consciousness I can retain it in such away that I will rearrange that code. However it will not be a really easy work. in general words that we call 'reflection' or meditation, a process of re correcting and re creating the pattern or the code of emotional that will message to my mind.
The lack of communication with myself will prevent this process to happen and thus I will just forget the very essence of me, to be the image of my Lord.
And however, I can not control everything going on in this world . So is with that flow of code messaging, many times it just stream in its general pattern that our mind set. The perseverance of our effort will be a great value to retain that codes.
In addition, I can not watch over the flow of that messaging to my mind and then to the actions all the time. It must be a mental flow, inside the being. And it is so wonderful for me to whisper this prayer "Lord Jesus Christ the Son of God have mercy on me a sinner" or in the simpler one "Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me". This is so powerful to find my self again and to get control again over that emotion code.
But another trap in dealing with automatic emotional code is that I have to be careful with our own choice. There must be the stepping stone for us to encoding this message. But it is so good to hear from my deepest heart as the mirror to the message. Simply hear what your friends: fear, worry, anger and drought to show what is wrong. Because they always shout to you if there is something is bad. However be careful... You have to be pure yet tricky because their goal is to make you their lover by caught you into their home. Just bring them to the Baginda (Lord) and ask Him what is wrong. He knows everything, and he might make me know by my own nature. Just be honest! that's why He hate the hypocrites, the liar.

Ok, and I have to go now for my work.,
And this also with Love

Yudi

My days of heartbeat

Today I am in Bukit Sentul City Bogor, doing my first practicum in an international school here. Ehm, I just feel a little bit tired and I start missing my beautiful dorm in Karawaci, even though here I stay in a very beautiful dorm with so delicius diet :). The kids are going for the MYP Youth camp, so we (me and 10 friends including Mela, Recky, Johnson, Dwi, Sari, Bella, Rony, Ory, Rita and Arbie) are the ones who live at dorm. I am in one room with Ronny and keep talkactive hoho. And also I have good friendship now with Dwi, Rita and Recky.
Today, I hope the best for them all especially Mela for her classes in Grade 2, Recky in his cool Science experiments, Johnson in correcting the papers, Dwi with his Renaissance project, Sari with her bussy Grade 3, Bella and his Bahasa and Biology class (and also ko Andre heheh), Ronny with his butterfly :P, Ory for 'her teaching about sin', Rita for our grade 10 lesson plans and Arbie with his fans!
Well, so far I got very good and professional mentors and also students :)! I thank God for Ms Alison, and also Ms Stela for their very encouraging warm guidance during practicum!!
When The PYP people continue their teaching, the MYPs are being confused (esp. me) what to do. So we just stayed in the library doing our lesson plans and many things we must acomplish. Wonderful day! But anyway I start worry with my budget. Lord help me to be save person that I can manage it so that I will make the right decision about my money.
Anyway, I really enjoy interacting with SPH people and also with my great friends. I will never forget this day when we share our burden and training togather to be good teachers in Indonesia.





Always with Love
Yudi

SOulSpeech (part 1)

ehm....
This is my very first edition in this blog. I am just trying something new and hopefully it can be useful for me, and for all of you! I felt a little bit tired today and one thing I can do is smile as wide as I can. For what? for everything that is happening in my life now. Sometimes it's just awesome to me to be here at this time although sometimes I have to deal with my friends, fear-courage, doubt and trust, tears and laugh and my self.

I wonder, for me it can be hard to relate with other people. I need more time and more strength to give a part of my life and trust it to my beloved friends and neighbors. I really love them, don't I? But many times my fear and ego persist me to do, think something for other.

Ah, that's may be caused by the unfulfilled of myself. I feel unsecured, alone and maybe helpless. Honestly I was used to be a very selfish people. I tried to figure out anythings alone and work for my self and even get the pleasures for my soul. And I can feel it even in the holy or right things such as pray, fast or anything. It's a little bit hard for me to entrust what is in me to many people around me. But as I deeply think about it, I found that there are two major factors caused me to be so.
The first one came from inside me, that is the hunger of my soul. I got so many embarrassment in my childhood and also some rejection. Many times the little me acted as what others supposed it is kind, nice and good. But sometimes this came from my effort to be accepted and safe. Besides, I also learned many exceptions through out my past life like because I was fatherless then I not necessarily learn how to deal with many man work (customs). Those kinds of fear and unfair situations finally formed my automatic emotional code inside my brain. And I found that that can cause the dishonesty because i can not show who really am I, instead the masked I am because I was not used to be truly me.

But I also have to be careful with the golden trap in dealing with this issue, that is the self-pity which can form another mask for me and also the impulsive attitude toward it. Actually they are not my enemies, rather they are my friends: the fear, sadness, hunger, tears and anger. As their friend, I want to just sit with them, talk and huge them. The more I hate and oppose them the more they will love me and vice versa. What I need to do is to greet them and let them by. Never reject them because If it is so, They will take control over me.

Even the deeper I think about it, I found that If I would hear the very heart of me and not try to pretend to be good. There is a great clue from that sound of fear and anger to the true place. Just sit and talk with them in your silence and just invite The Friend of friends to accompany you and ask for His mercy, he will help you to be wise in dealing with your friends. Whoever drink from The Waters, he will never be drought again. So wonderful. But there is also a trap here, that is when I think that those friends will not appear again or be destroyed wholly from my life. That will not happen, because they are my self. Could I destroy my essence, my soul? Absolutely not. They will always surround me because there they are. What I should be aware of is the trap and what their words try to teach me!


To be continued tommorow,
From SPH Sentul City with Love

Yudi