There is a time when everything becomes quiet and serene externally, but the soul feels restless. That is what I experience this holiday season. Sudden gap between so hectic day and day of nothing-to-do was so poignant. But nothing to worry, really. It just needs a little bit adjustment. Everything eventually will be like God wills.
Being intensively introvert, sometimes I feel somehow selfish and self-centered. Lord, have mercy. I need to continually realize that this life is a gift and the world is not revolving around me. But everything tells a great story of Him and His unfailing love. I am just a very little part among so many generations and even among all in the universe, which makes me too much to say that I am insignificant for I am anonymous.
I want to come back to my silent and reflective nature. I want to write a little story about this life and what my heart beats for. It consists of anything: sadness, joy, anguish, laughter, smile. And everything is good and beautiful. It will not be easy though, since I have to fight my laziness and limited mind to do all this. Let it be, let it be.
Lord, help!
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Active again, yes, but on this blog…
ReplyDeleteI always check back here, even though you decided to stop blogging, at least to look at your older posts, and also to see who has posted some new things.
Because I have been working very long hours, as you know, I have not been online visiting blogs much, only doing the essentials, as I have only one or at most two free hours to myself at the end of the day.
Today I am packing my bag and getting my house in order, as I am leaving for Florida early Sunday morning, and so I am posting in advance at Cost of Discipleship, bringing back only older posts and republishing them, so that at least my blog will be active even while I am away visiting my father for a week.
I will look in here, when I can, but will not comment much. Let others look and comment. I will be standing behind the wall, listening…