There is a time when everything becomes quiet and serene externally, but the soul feels restless. That is what I experience this holiday season. Sudden gap between so hectic day and day of nothing-to-do was so poignant. But nothing to worry, really. It just needs a little bit adjustment. Everything eventually will be like God wills.
Being intensively introvert, sometimes I feel somehow selfish and self-centered. Lord, have mercy. I need to continually realize that this life is a gift and the world is not revolving around me. But everything tells a great story of Him and His unfailing love. I am just a very little part among so many generations and even among all in the universe, which makes me too much to say that I am insignificant for I am anonymous.
I want to come back to my silent and reflective nature. I want to write a little story about this life and what my heart beats for. It consists of anything: sadness, joy, anguish, laughter, smile. And everything is good and beautiful. It will not be easy though, since I have to fight my laziness and limited mind to do all this. Let it be, let it be.
Lord, help!
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Active again, yes, but on this blog…
I always check back here, even though you decided to stop blogging, at least to look at your older posts, and also to see who has posted some new things.
Because I have been working very long hours, as you know, I have not been online visiting blogs much, only doing the essentials, as I have only one or at most two free hours to myself at the end of the day.
Today I am packing my bag and getting my house in order, as I am leaving for Florida early Sunday morning, and so I am posting in advance at Cost of Discipleship, bringing back only older posts and republishing them, so that at least my blog will be active even while I am away visiting my father for a week.
I will look in here, when I can, but will not comment much. Let others look and comment. I will be standing behind the wall, listening…
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