This loneliness shall I bear
With smile
It takes a few moment for me
To realize that so far I have been a difficult person
Chasing wind and vanity
My soul grew dimmed
My eyes soaked with heaviness
Could it be overwhelmed
My bones dried up and shattered
A sense of nothingness overcome
Shall I shout
But my mouth shut
Still this loneliness shall I bear
With smile and a wave
Let me take a rest, dream
I am exhausted
Wanting to prove something of worth
Yet why is it?
This coldness
This pressure
Who can stand
In this cave I am waiting
None comes
The music which I play
Seems nobody hears
Toiling and sweating
But that's just nothing
This pain inside
So long has to hide
I am confused and clumsy
Yet again why is it?
This loneliness shall I bear
With smile
Beautiful, quiet tears
ReplyDeletehave been shared
between lovers,
one alone in his room,
the other in a garden,
missing in time's flow
their embrace
before the world ever was.
The past certain,
the future the same,
they shall be forever
quietly happy together,
but presently
in time flows
the loneliness of tears.
The pain inside
turns quickly to joy,
not mere pleasure
which is too weak to share
As I think of you
flying over mountains
and seas
as I sit in my chair.