Reactive


Lord have mercy!





These few days, I learned a though thing of humility. I heard and my heart keep persisting this term into my consideration. This is a very tough character I have been learning, and I think not by walking but by rise-and-fall, even by crawling. And as St. Mary of Egypt said, as fighting with a beast. This truly it is.

And I am realized that one among the things resist the lesson of humility is the ractiveness of mine. This evidence can you see in the way of I am choosing the language and the words, message I use in this very posts I write.

Another way, I also remember of numerous times I used to be reactive in the way I lift up my voice, self-defense mechanism and even avoidance. And for this one, I really concern, that is the self-interest. Glory to God for his mercy that He reminds me of my selfishness and also my self interest and this one come from father Ted's blog.

Lord, have mercy! Grant me a meek heart and a humble tought so that your will I might understand and behold I am an unworthy servant of Thine, let it be according to Thy will! Amen

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