My days of heartbeat 4

LIPPO VILLAGE, NOVEMBER 27 2008






Ehm.... Today is a very wonderful day, just awesome. I studied so long in the library while listening to the Serbian music. That was so fantastic and I just like absorbed to the aura of cheers, mystical and joy. It has been so wonderful also to learn about Romanian history and may be I want to learn more about Eastern Europe history whenever I have enough time. Fantastic!


I worked my Linear Algebra homework and eventually I have already finished! Glory to God. This week is also so wonderful week. A time of deepening faith, less stress and full of harmony. But I also learned this week from many resources and reading wheter it is about history, about my faith, read Close to Home blog, myocn.net, national geographic and many other precious knowledge which has been strengthening my faith and character. I learned, especially form my faithful brother and sister in the Orthodox community, my spiritual father and also my friends, and many other peoplle around me--one thing, that is not to focus on my own will or desire, but always God be the focus of my life.






Sometimes I also should confess that I am so selfish and think about myself too much. I also am at risk of social alienation, but Lord, have mercy.... I always whisper that in my mind riminding me how unworthy I am and the need for me to repent each day, each time.


I also want to lean more to understand the heart of my neigbors which God has placed around me and I am be around them. Although I don't understand perfectly or completely but... Lord have mercy, I should not try that in my own strength. I surrender to you O Lord.


I am waiting for the time to celebrate the prayer together again next week in Cimone, I really wait for that. And after that I am longing to see my father in Lampung and want to celebrate my coming Christmas with him and his family. Oh... what a wonderful day. I wish I could help Herbetd, more communicative with Edberg, getting more friendly with Jeko, Robert and Mas Mudi and also have appreciation to Mas Putro, Wangsit and Mike and may God always bless those my dorm-mate!


I would go for Suab now and it's just wonderful day, Lord!

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