Sunday, November 23rd in Lippo village
When I lay myself in my bed yesterday in the noon, I was thinking about something interesting. As I move forward and breathed deeply, I was realized that now I have been 20 years long way in traveling around my life. It's been long!
I found that, it is true when somebody said that the world and an earth is too large for a single man, yet to fulfill a man's desires, may be this world would never enough.
So often I caught myself into 'pinnochio's candy trap'. So many passions, so many desires and wants. I was drown in my own imagination, fantacy and self-satisfactionism. And then I began to loose my self in a very misserable way.
When I lay myself in my bed yesterday in the noon, I was thinking about something interesting. As I move forward and breathed deeply, I was realized that now I have been 20 years long way in traveling around my life. It's been long!
I found that, it is true when somebody said that the world and an earth is too large for a single man, yet to fulfill a man's desires, may be this world would never enough.
So often I caught myself into 'pinnochio's candy trap'. So many passions, so many desires and wants. I was drown in my own imagination, fantacy and self-satisfactionism. And then I began to loose my self in a very misserable way.
I want a good cloth, good career, wonderful days, briliant grades, satisfying meals, warm friends, genius manner, healthy body, fantastic relationship, comfortable environment. I want this and I want that, so much things. I thougt that If I can reach or get those all I will be so happy and being perfect but is that the fact?
Anyway that seems to be, but not necessarily. Even I was being the 'slave' and also the captives of my own deceitful desires. My true happiness is not in those kinds, my full desires can only be met in My Lord who has been given the power of all in the heaven and earth.
Lord, have mercy. Give me wisdom to aware of the traps around me by humble myself to your will and not to my desires. Amen
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