Sometimes those friends: fear, worry, anger and drought persuade me to rely on them. They really love me until they want to keep me in their dimension. It is sometimes so scary and make me so hysteric. So, one thing I can learn from those left sided friend is that I can hug or even kiss them; talk and sit and touch them but never attach to them because it is very dangerous! Prepare and train the detachments from those negative feeling. However don't forget not to reject or expel them, it is a lie.
They occupied my 'emotions embryo' inside my mind because I allow it to be so. And then by the reduplication it can be stored as the embryo of our code of emotions. This emotion codes then can be automatically recall in the particular events or chances. However by my consciousness I can retain it in such away that I will rearrange that code. However it will not be a really easy work. in general words that we call 'reflection' or meditation, a process of re correcting and re creating the pattern or the code of emotional that will message to my mind.
The lack of communication with myself will prevent this process to happen and thus I will just forget the very essence of me, to be the image of my Lord.
And however, I can not control everything going on in this world . So is with that flow of code messaging, many times it just stream in its general pattern that our mind set. The perseverance of our effort will be a great value to retain that codes.
In addition, I can not watch over the flow of that messaging to my mind and then to the actions all the time. It must be a mental flow, inside the being. And it is so wonderful for me to whisper this prayer "Lord Jesus Christ the Son of God have mercy on me a sinner" or in the simpler one "Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me". This is so powerful to find my self again and to get control again over that emotion code.
But another trap in dealing with automatic emotional code is that I have to be careful with our own choice. There must be the stepping stone for us to encoding this message. But it is so good to hear from my deepest heart as the mirror to the message. Simply hear what your friends: fear, worry, anger and drought to show what is wrong. Because they always shout to you if there is something is bad. However be careful... You have to be pure yet tricky because their goal is to make you their lover by caught you into their home. Just bring them to the Baginda (Lord) and ask Him what is wrong. He knows everything, and he might make me know by my own nature. Just be honest! that's why He hate the hypocrites, the liar.
Ok, and I have to go now for my work.,
And this also with Love
Yudi
Finally, I am reading some of your earlier posts, and I liked this one very much right away, but I will study it some more, to make sure I understand your meaning. I will start reading your blog from the beginning, this week. God bless you Yudi.
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